I think im a legend.... in my own mind

Would you quit your first job to go somewhere it's more busy, less money, but more hours? I'm confused. What should I do. Oh by the way, I hate philo. Thanks

It's the middle of my spring break and i am enjoying very well. I worked on some homework, watched some television, caught up on some sleep and hung out with my special friend, V. Today we saw The Number 23. I feel like that number is showing up everywhere. I ate 23 fries today and had 23 sips of my drink. Well maybe not exactly but right not its 3:23. That's crazy. Nothing else is really going on with my life. I know a topic that I can talk about. We can talk about friends. How friends are there for you, how they backstab you, how then come to you for support. Friends are essential in the key to life. You may do everything for a certain friend. Possibly hang out with them, do a favor he/she asks, and keep secrets that they tell you. Maybe you look out for your friend so they dont make an ass out of themselves. Maybe your friend gets upset with something that happened then she comes to you for help. Maybe your friend doesn't realize everything you did for them and you dont even get a thankyou. A thank you for the advice you gave them or a thank you for helping them when they were low. A thank you for a favor they asked or a thank you for hanging out with them. There are some people in this world who always says thank you for this or thank you for that. Others dont say thank you. They assume that you know they will say thank you. Sure friends will get in fights and argue about stupid stuff such as small shit. But is it worth to fight over small stuff. Let me think of an example. My whole life is filled with examples. Example one: Friend 1 wants Friend 2 to meet a friend of friend 1. Friend 2 will only go if friend 3 goes. Friend 1 tries their hardest to get friend 3 to go. Friend 3 isn't to thrilled. Eventually, friend 3 realizes how hard friend 1 is trying to go and make it work. Friend 3 gives in. Does Friend 3 get an apology from friend 1? Nope. No. Nada. Friend 1 takes it for granted that friend 3 went. Who knows? A friend may call you names, make fun of you, and get you so annoyed. That's part of life. You will have a friend like that. Everybody has a friend like that. Do the friends like the person who whines, cries, bitches, creates drama, and pout about things? Not really. However, they look past that and see a nice person who is shawdowed with all the negative qualities in front of them. If the friend who does all the bad things tries to push there way through, they could become a better person, and people will like them more. If they ignore people's advice, the friend will lose a friend one at a time. Soon the friend will become lonely and have nobody to talk to because he or she will finally realize what they do is not good. All the bad qualities that they hold make them happy and depressed. He or she may think their friends like them. But what he or she doesn't know that the friends are annoyed with it and they want them to stop. Will the friends ever confront of the person? Of course not. Friends need to learn how to say what is on their mind to make the problem go away. That is what people are scared of. They are afraid that the person who holds the bad qualties will start a fight or confront them. Thats the nature in the world. Just let time pass and everything will be better. To people who reads this, you know who i am talkng about. Mistake

What's up world? It's 9:42 am. I just woke up and felt like coming down to my cold basement to update my journal which i have not done in a while. Nothing is really new with me. I saw Reno 911! Miami with some friends. It made me laugh so hard. Oh Trudy Weigel! You are my hero. I had my philo exam. Did not do so great. I had work Saturday which was ok because I had my sugarbums and thats all that counts :) Today i plan on just playing my wii and working on some extra credit opps. I work at 6 today so yep. Out

Happy Valentines Day to everybody. Somethings have happened over the past few days that I feel like talking about.
School: The kid who nods in my Latin America class and who knows everything about Latin America politics was nowhere to be seen Monday class. He's very annoying. Every time the teacher says something, he would comment. So my professor is talking about Hugo Chavez and all of the sudden, the kid starts talking. Nobody saw him walk in and he's not that hard to miss cuz he's kind of big (not to be mean). People are like where did he come from? It was pretty weird. At work, Veronica and I found these creepy pictures of Kmart employees from the 70's. They were all happy and cheerful. I wonder why people who work at Kmart now are so upset and hate working there. Tuesday, I went to the mall with Stacy and Dean. It was quite fun hanging out with them and making jokes with them. So I guess we got a shitload of snow last night and OU still had school. Not cool! I had to walk to my classes with snow up to my knee. Can't people clear the sidewalks? NOPE! I just came home from going out and it was cool. Well to people who have boyfriends and girlfriends, have fun with them. And people who are alone, your special somebody will come one day.

What's up world. I haven't updated this in a while. Nothing to much is going on with me. I have been just relaxing day in and day out. Yesterday was school. Whats so important about school. Last night was a lot of fun. I went to Great Lakes with V money. We went to go eat and see Norbit. Norbit kind of describes my life. See the movie, and you'll understand. Today i worked from 8-1:30. When i walked into gay mart, i had no clue that it was Hot Wheels day. All the grown grouchy men were waiting outside in the cold to come in. One guy was an ass to me asking when its going to start. It starts at 9:00, dumbass! God. He was busy drinking his coffee though his straw. Finally 9am came and everybody got what they wanted. Well not exactly, but i didn't give a damn. They were all bitching and complaing. Their underware were probably soiled or something. Other than that, nothing else has been going on. Tomorrow I have the day off and V day is coming up soon :) I need to buy my special lady friends some special gifts if you know what I mean. Veronica's my monday and Stacy's my Friday. LOL. Just kidding ladies. i dont want you guys to fight over me. Or maybe I do. LOL. I'm so cheesy. Have fun everybody and i'll see you what i see you.

What's up world. Its your boy K here. So my car finally works! Whoo hoo! After waiting 45 minutes at Sears, the battery turned out to be great! That makes me excited. Nothing to much has happened to me in the past few days. I worked last night with Ian, Dean, and Stacy. That was a fun night. Went to all four classes today. Tomorrow, I'm hanging out with Suds. Haven't seen her in forever. Friday, i'm going out with V money! Whoo hoo! And that's about it.

Monday's suck. This past weekend I worked. Not exciting. On Saturday, these two ladies were fighting with each other. One said "I hope you get a flat tire" and the other is like "I hope your husband leaves you!" It was kind of funny watching these two fight. You know what I hate? People who ask me questions and they can't accept the fact i don't know. Some fat ass came up to me and asked "Do you see light bulbs for headlights." And i said "No." And his wife came up to him. She asked what the answer was and I said "We don't sell them." The husband then told the wife "He doesn't know what I'm talking about." What part of NO WE DONT SELL THEM doesn't he understand. Luckily I had Deb and V Money there Saturday. Thank goodness. They kept me entertained. Sunday, nothing at all happened. It was so fucking cold out. After work, I went home ate my ribs and chicken and watched the Colts win the Super Bowl. Prince did a shitty job as halftime performer. I wanted Janet to do another wardrobe malfunction. The commericals were good. Anyways, this morning the most tragic thing happened to me. My car died. Everything in my car died. And to make it worse, high schoolers had the day off. Stacy explained it the best. "Those damn kids. Poor kids. You dont have to wait outside." She made me laugh. So after trying and trying to get my car to start, i gave up. My mom drove me and dean drove me home. The kid who nodds in my Latin America class tried to fold his legs and he fell out of his seat. LOL. Made my day. Nothing else is really going on. Just got to get a new battery and clean my car. Oh well. Edwards out.

First I would like to start off with a word and it's definition.
Jealous: jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage. This comes into play with today. But I really dont feel like talking about it cuz i'm just sick of it. Yesterday was a lot of fun with Katie. We went out to eat and went ice skating. Who knew that a bunch of kids would be there. They ram into the walls and are stupid. Can't help them. It was fun though. I think when I was born, i was given a gift. My gift was the gift of involvement with dramatics. Drama is when somebody or some person creates problems within a group or something. I hate Drama. I hate it so much. It drives me an insane. Now Dr. Kevin is going to explain how you can fix being such a drama queen or drama king. 1) Stop getting all emotional about everything. If it's not meant to be, don't get worked up. Let go. It wasn't meant to be. You dont need to go in a depressed state or start the water works, let it go. 2) Dont be jealous of your friends. If a friend starts dating somebody, be happy and supportive. If a friend becomes closer to another friend, be happy. Dont be like "he use to come for me for advice and now he doesn't. He goes to so and so." It's not the end of the world. God! 3) Learn how to calm yourself. Being a drama queen/drama king gets you all worked up and that gets annoying. Why can't people just be nice and the world would be dramaless. It won't happen, but you never know. It's like I was meant to be in drama. Drama can come in the simplist things. "Why am I on the bottom row of your myspace? You dont like me anymore?" or "Why dont you ask me to hang out?" Dont you people who create drama have lives? Did you decide to wake up one day and say "im going to create drama to make my friend's life a living hell?" Because thats what drama can do. It can make your friends grow apart or annoy your friend to no end. And the friend may say "your not doing anything wrong!" or "im not mad at you." but deep down, they really are. Why can't we just act our age. Drama was for little kids. "You kicked my snowman!" or "How could you Joanie when you know I like her!" Learn to grow up. Sometimes I wish i wasn't alive. I wouldn't have to deal with the drama that I get today. Do I regret being friends with the friends I have now? That's a question that is undecided. Most of my friends are calm and keep there cool. Others cause drama so much that they probably enjoy it. You have no idea how much I hate it. People who read this, if your the one then causes the drama. STOP! I'm sick of it! Just go to DRAMA island and create your own drama. It's annoying. It's boring. Get over it. Gosh! Glad that I got that off my chest. Learn to accept what comes in your away. Life is like a box of candy, you dont know when you'll get. Enjoy life. Enjoy the age you are now. Be nice to all your friends. Be cool. Be calm. Right now, it's the best age. I feel like that i'm doctor kevin. Other than that, i have nothing to say. The doctor is gone for the night. Peace out.

The laugh of the day came when a girl with a wheelie backpack was trying to pull her backpack from a ditch. She pulled and pulled. Eventually the backpack flew out of the ditch and smacked her in the back. She fell to the ground. I laughed. Not so nice of me. Thank god today is Friday. Im just getting ready to hang out with katie :) We are going ice skating. I haven't been ice skating in forever. Nothing else really happened to me lately. Went to the mall with the crew yesterday. At work, something happened! We had two ds's in. Nitendo DS's are so popular. A black guy wanted a white one and a woman wanted a pink one. So i brought them to the service desk. I think this black guy was on crack or something. He ended up buying both DS's. The woman got so mad at the black guy. It was funny. All I did at work was talk to Frank and Veronica. Today was school. Not so fun. Had a quiz in philo about students who flunk and students who pass. After, i chilled at home and relaxed. I just checked my myspace and some girl sent me a message asking me if I would meet her at OU for lunch cuz she thinks i'm cute and she sees me around campus? Should I be flattered. Who knows.

Edwards out!

Lets get this party started. Today is Wednesday. I had four of my classes, I mean three. Psychology. My teacher lost her voice. She was very quiet and very mellow today. We were doing our powerpoint notes when the next slide was a picture of all these models from abercrombies. The girls were hot as hell. Damn! Everybody in the classroom started to sweat because these pics were so racy. I guess the point of the lecture was that media can play a role in selling a product. I dont know how that deals with psychology. Philosophy! The class sucks ass. I didn't get my usual seat today. Not the end of the world. These hot girls sat behind me. They were talking to each other bout Angelina Jolie and Oprah. They were hilarious. We got our quizzes back today. Everybody failed. The girl behind me started to laugh because she got a +.5 I thought it was funny how she thought it was funny. Today's topic was a bit creepy and shall I say ironic? We first talked about sexual and racist remarks towards people. Paul, my teacher, was like "If i was black, i would be a friend of a white male." We also talked about if I say to a girl "your hot", the girl might be turned on or get mad. Why would u get mad if a guy calls you "hot". I dunno. Then we talked about being gay and having gay friends. It was weird. We talked about having gay friends and what it means to be gay. This was creepy. During this part of the lecture, i was texting steph. Dean missed class. He probably knew we would be talking about "grown up" stuff. So that's why he ditched. I can't help it. After that lecture, we talked about prisoners and some kind of game they play. Doesn't know what that means. We then talked about vaccines and rashes. Paul took off his sweater and showed us this scar he got when he was born. It was weird seeing a scar on an old man. After was Latin America. Latin America is interesting when you want it to be. This guy Dan sits in front of me. I thought he would be cool when I first met him. He's weird and smells. I guess he's majoring in Latin America and Latin America Politics. He always nods when something is said about the politics in Latin America. Literally, he always nods. Nod after nod, it gets annoying. Then this other girl, Clarissa, has a lisp. She spits when she speaks. IF your going to talk to me, Clarissa, please bring an umbrella. My art history class was watching a movie on Italy, so I skipped it to hang out with V money and Steph. We had a nice time talking about dead bodies and other things. We talked about how our jobs suck and how we need a new one. After, I came home and basically fell on my couch. I just got done watching Sabrina the teenage witch and sports center. What a great combo. I'm home alone right now. NEXT is on. What a great show. I hope to go on that show. I'll have five hot smokin chicks who all want to date ME! And i'll have the power to say NEXT. If this girl is to prissy or bossy, i'll smack this girls ass with a big old NEXT! God i would love to go on that show. But i would have to move to Cali. I can always dream right?

I decided to do something that sounds so lame, but it's worth trying. I like lame things. I decided to talk about a current movie i just saw and how it relates to the current me. The first movie is Little Miss Sunshine. I watched it on DVD a few nights back. Now, i wouldn't call myself ugly like Olive Hoover, but i'm funny like she is. Her brother Duwayne, is a mute person. People who know me, know that i'm not mute. I like to talk and crack jokes. Espically to Stephanie and Dean. I make fun of Stephanie cuz she has squnity eyes and Dean because he's a fucking diabetic. He can't even eat a candybar. But he can't help it. I make fun of them in good fun. Anyways. Duwayne ends up to be color blind just like me. The grandfather loves to sweat like me. And for the rest of the family, they are not like me. I'm not sucidial and I'm not always positive. This was Kevin Edwards in Little Miss Sunshine.

Thats all for now. Edwards out!